raeX: April 2006

__ happy birthday stan

rahh!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN!!!!

this was taken long ago.
but still.
that fattie refuses to take photos. lol.

love you stan.

__ someday

maybe its been one sided all along.
i dont know.
much as i want us to happen
i know i cant force it
i dont know if its mutual
i dont wanna be this huge monster
sigh.

i dont know.
maybe i shud not bother.
but sometimes its jus hard not to think abt it.

someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain love?
someday we'll know
why the sky's blue
someday we'll know
why i wasnt meant for you maybe i realie am not for you
someday we'll know
if samson loved delilah
one day i'll go
dancing on the moon if i do, i wish u would be there with me
someday you'll know
that i was the one for you i miss you.

__midyears

mid years are finally over!! ((:
okay fine.
i still have my harmony paper tmrw.
but at least its not a mugging paper.

so i still think that mid years are over.
((:
yayys.
like finally, man.
can relax.
oh and me kerri naad and vann are gg towning tmrw aft mep. (:

so many wants.
lol ((:
miss that small boy.

here are pics. ((:

this is the rose gang gave me on good friday.

and this is my ahlian sis. snapped this of her on the bus. lol

this is like so yucky. nrl's specs. :S

my sis cooked this pot of tom yam noodles. it was in prep for her home ec test.

me and zidd. ((:

rahh!! ((:

my sister's new dunks. ((: sui ahh.

the crazy vann. we were at siglap cafe cartel. drinking coral blue.

aft mugging over night for geog, look wat has become of this girl. my gosh.

lol. guess who? ((: needless to say...

-out

__ midyears

midyears have started.
so far so good.
i hope.
so tired. so so tired.

nthg much to say so i'll jus post smth i got frm my cg.

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas beganto speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply. "What are you gonna do with them?" I asked."Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out theirfeathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time" "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?" "Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them." The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much doyou want for those birds, son?""Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're justplain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!" "How much?" the pastor asked again. The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?" The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free. Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began totell this story.
One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!" "What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonnahave fun!" "And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked "Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!" "How much?" He asked again. Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life." Jesus said, "DONE!" Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

-out.

-- POSER

im fcking pissed off now.
whoever zhen is, GO AWAY.
as in, the one on my fcking tagboard
if he/she doesnt go away,
im taking off my tagboard.
and i mean it.

midyears are making my mind unstable.
u can expect almost anything weird to be cming frm ME.
i studied with my hair tied up without looking at the mirror.
and aft two hrs of mugging, and when i finally caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.
oh man.
i look like a crazy freak can.
shyt man.

sighh.
midyears are the craziest thing ever.
and obviously TKGS doesnt understand the meaning of MIDyears.

i better get back to the demented bks.

oh.
i like wat stef msged me during chem. lol
stef:"damn, im waiting for the feeling to return. ha. how la, im probably gna spend the rest of her period waiting. grr."
me:"ha :) pray."
stef:"i rather pray for cheong to disappear. poof! eh, better not. ltr she appear in my cubicle."

-out.

__ the past week

this week has been pretty eventful. with snam's bdae marking the start of the week. then the arrivals of romeo and budget(the idiotic rabbit who pee-ed on my apron) lol. oh wells. they're cute anyhoos. oh and today's good friday. time to stop and rmbr Jesus for wat He did on the cross for my life and yours too. (: God is good. <3s

priya arguing with megan on the phone. lol

look at the crazy nurul and my boyfren. lol. ;)

the all-crazy nurul.

me on candid camera. lol.

group photo!! at pizza hut siglap.

the birthday girl plus her FREE cake frm pizza hut.

romeo!!! (:

eeyore with the rose that boyfren got me. ((: loves!

rose frm her. lol. nice nice. sweeet. :D

then ytd had dinner with zhen and eeyore.

look wat eeyore had?

OMG! he finished it!! hahah.

haha. oh wells. gang's cming with me to network harvest event tmrw. i pray that God will soften his heart. (: rahh!! i want 祯 ):

OH SHYT.
midyears are starting on wednesday.
dead.

__ sick

spent the first half of ytd resting at home.
woke up with a fever.
hmm
then met zidd at 5pm outside sch.
asked bro to go for dinner with us.
so we went to drive thru.
macs.
went to bro's hostel in the middle.
these are the evidence of his messy hostel.